MY Last HOLIday

helloooooooooo, now i wanna post some pictures. this about me, my hometown, my HOLIday, and of course about my Besties. this pictures taken by my gadget when i hangout with my Besties on my short HOLIday. i actually need a longer HOLIday. but i was happy, very happy with my last HOLIday :)))

sooooooooo, CEKIDOT guys :$

indah ( @indahbagi ). jejen ( @jeanardelia ). frista ( @fristahasugian ). norra ( @nrraekapaksi ). raya ( @RahayuPrasetyoo ). dery ( @deryrmdhn ). ilman ( @kepitingasik ). ETC ( @evapbr @dipdipo @IfdalPutra ).

i miss you. i miss you all. i miss borneo. i miss Samarinda.

wait me on the next HOLIday :))

Long Time No See :$

Holaaaaaaaaaaa...
Akhirnya ketemu lagi deh, setelah sekian lama gak ngepost nih. Kayaknya postingan yg terakhir itu waktu masih jadi siswa SMA ya? Dan sekarang udah jadi mahasiswa loh, hoho

Btw mau nulis soal apa ya, buntu nih gara-gara kelamaan ga ngepost *alibi*
*think* aha cerita soal keadaan baru dan temen baru di lingkungan yang baru aja kali ya, ruwet bener noh judulnya wkwk

Agak sulit sih adaptasi di lingkungan yang baru, tapi ga susah-susah amat sih. Cuma panasnya itu loh kagak nahaaannn *lebay bgt dah* Yaa kalo dibandingin sama Samarinda sih, Surabaya jauuuh lebih panas dan jarang banget bahkan nyaris ga pernah ujan, tapi kalo udh musim ujan tiap hari deh ujannya. Beda kota beda cuaca sih ya -oo-

Cerita soal temen-temennya lain kali aje yee, lagi males nih haha


Byeee, see ya ~

BADly !

Hey you! 

I wanna tell something to you.

Thank you..

Thank you..

Thank you so BADly !

J u s t - I t .

I like you, you like me ~
But you in a relationship with someone, and impossible if you leave her. Cause you have a long relationship, and you very loving her, not with me.


Maybe you only assume me as a sister or friend.
And true, you only assume me as a friend and just it. You assume me same with other person in your life, like your other friends.
But never mind, that's your choice. I'm here still loving you. Thank's :'')

Pedih - Last Child

Engkau yang sedang patah hati
Menangislah dan jangan ragu ungkapkan
Betapa pedih hati yang tersakiti
Racun yang membunuhmu secara perlahan

Engkau yang saat ini pilu
Betapa menanggung beban kepedihan
Tumpahkan sakit itu dalam tangismu
Yang menusuk relung hati yang paling dalam

Hanya diri sendiri
Yang tak mungkin orang lain akan mengerti
Di sini ku temani kau dalam tangismu
Bila air mata dapat cairkan hati
Kan ku cabut duri pedih dalam hatimu
Agar kulihat, senyum di tidurmu malam nanti
Anggaplah semua ini
Satu langkah dewasakan diri
Dan tak terpungkiri
Juga bagi...

Engkau yang hatinya terluka
Di peluk nestapa tersapu derita
Seiring saat keringnya air mata
Tak mampu menahan pedih yang tak ada habisnya

Ringing

*phone ringing*

you know what? he call me, just to make sure if a person who he saw was me or not. whether he thought i'm important? I don't know and I never knew about his thoughts. I know just refrain to dont disturb his life .

H U B B U B ~

i'm glad to be meet you,

i'm glad to be your friend,

i'm glad to be familiar with you,

i'm glad to be blackberry messenger with you,

i'm glad to be texting with you,

i'm glad to be answer your call,

i'm glad for everything about you !

I don't know what i feel now about you. Maybe i'm in love with you or just admire. But certainly you can't be mine, because you have long in a relationship with someone who you love. While i'm just someone new into your life. I'm sorry if i made you feel disturbed. Thank you .